At any given time there are a million little thoughts going through my head. Complex to process it is not always possible. Sometimes I don’t even try.
I never experience a lull like others do. Those moments of relative quiet where everything can be gathered together.
Peace brings anxiety, a need to fill silences, something to worry about. Other things to add to the mix. Quiet reflection is a fanciful notion clearly meant for others.
I’m trying to learn to rewire my brain. It is going to take time and I need to remember I am a work in progress.